Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I wish

I wish I had something clever to blog about, but I don't today.  It is a raining day here.  I am just hanging out with my youngest. Trying to enjoy all the moments that I have left, because lets face it he will be going to school before I know it. 

I have though about posting my "good bye" picture on here, but I am just not sure about posting that picture for all the world to see.  I am really ashamed of how I look.  I have lost about 27 pounds since the first of the year.  I think 7 or more has come from P90X.  I haven't weighted this week though, maybe tomorrow.  I am starting to tell the difference in my shirts and pants.  I am hoping in a couple of week that I will be able to go down a size in my pants.  It is just because it will give me an excuse to buy new clothes. HA!  I haven't bought new clothes in a while. 

I wish I new and understood what God is up to in our lives.  We know He is up to something, just not sure what yet!  Well, let ya'll know when we do.

One things that is really helping me stay on track right now with my weight loss is the protein bars, and the Shakeology.  It is yummy and makes me feel like I am having candy bar and milkshake. I do wish weight would come off quicker than it come on. 

I have noticed that my wrist are smaller. I know random, but I think this post is going to be that way.

I wish I didn't feel the way I feel right now.  I have felt kind of melancholy.  I have been praying about it and I know that God is going to help be get through this right now.  I am having a hard time getting motivated.  I just need him to speak to me.  I know he will, but in his timing.  I am waiting on him!




I need Him! He is the only one who can get the through anything.  My life depends on him.  My life falls apart with out HIM!

I came accross the quote the other day on Twitter "I believe when you're waiting, who you become while you're waiting, is as important as what you're waiting for" Pete Wilson. We get so caught up in what we are waiting for, we don't see what God is doing for us while we are waiting.  He takes us through things to build charatcter in us.  We miss that part some many times.

Okay I am stopping it is getting really random.  Hope everyone has a wonderful day! 

2 comments:

  1. 27 POUNDS!!!! THAT is something to celebrate! Good job! Keep it up girl! I know you want it to come of quicker, but it's a process and IT IS COMING OFF! 27 lbs in less than 3 months...not shabby at all! Proud of you!

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  2. Thanks! I am excited that that much has come off. The first part of it came off because of the yearly fast our church does. then we started trying to do it by ourself just counting calories and we fell off the bandwagon. Steve then ordered the P90X. I just wanted it to come off faster, but i didn't get his way over night.

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