Most days, I don't feel like I have anything blog worthy to write. My days are filled with fixing breakfast lunch and dinner, separating fights, laundry, giving baths, cuddles in the morning while watching TV, coloring, reading books, tickling. Some days I get drug down in the moments of very day life.
I am been in a bit of a mommy funk lately. I haven't been enjoying these moments of the ordinary life. I feel bad for these moments because there are people who long for these moments. They want a baby or babies with every fiber of there being. There are mommies who just want there ordinary moments because their kids are sick. Here I am with two most of precious gifts and they are perfectly healthy.
I don’t know why I get this way some times. I don’t even know if is normal. We stay home most of the time. Except for on Thursday we go the grocery store, Wednesday night we go to church, and then on Sunday go to morning and night services at church. Some times our family is the only people we see through the week.
I am a on the go type of person. We could not be at home most at the time and I would be okay with that. I love to go visit people, fellowship, and just have fun. My husband says “You should have married a jet setter or a rich man.” Ha!
We use to live in Little Rock and we were gone all the time. We went and ate out and went to see family. We went to church and we went to a very busy church too.
Now we live in Amity and it is a much slow life here, very country life style. I love it here. I truly do I love the people. I am just not use to the slowness of it. This is my life now! It is all that I have. I have to use it for God's glory. I don't think that am doing that right now.
I want my kids to know that I love them. I want them to look back at their childhood and have more good memories than bad. For them to say "Mom and Dad made the best of what they had." Life doesn't have to be busy with things. I am going to back the best of these ordinary moments.
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