Yes today was my birthday and I turned 27! I don't feel that I am 27. I never have been a goal driven person. I wish I was. I stay at home with my babies and feel so blessed to be able to do so. There are day that I Don't feel purposeful. I feel like I don't have a purpose. I always thought that at this point in my life I would have things figured out. I thought that i would have a job or at least an education. I always wanted to stay at home with my children. I didn't realize that It was so exhausting or so rewarding at the same time. I have thought about trying to do some things on the side like photography but I don't know where to start. I have and SLR camera that my husband bought for me last year. I have thought about going back to school and getting my degree in Education. I am just not sure and I haven't heard the Audible voice of God either. LOL.
I am very happy with my life. I am blessed!! I have two beautiful children. A husband who loves me. We are the pastors of a great church who I feel really and truly loves us. I love them and adore them too. I have great friends!! I don't know what I would do with out them. I just feel like I need more of a purpose. Please be praying that God with guide me and lead me.
Believe me, I know just how you feel. I feel the same way most days. I feel like Josh has such a visible calling in his ministry and music talents but I seem to spend most of my time searching for a talent to use for God and a purpose. Girl, we need to get together!! We could talk for hours! LOL
ReplyDeleteGlad you had a good birthday!